Thursday, June 16, 2005
ladida

oh well...today's the first day i of the week i start sch...why not bcos i am lucky or something...it's bcos i've got 2 days mc...all thanks to a pathetic sprain...oh well...not only tht ... it cost me 50 buckeroos jus to see the docs..[sin-seh+western doc]..my mum force me to go to the sin seh in the morning...i was already getting ready to go sch..and i was walking halfway towards the bus stop...suddenly...*ouch*...oh well ok..so i limp back home...then when to the sin seh..the thought of going in kinda scares me...and the taxi driver who drove mum and i there ain't helping at all..he was kinda scaring me...saying it hurts alot and tht i will cry...[no way ..when will i cry over such stuff..ha!]ya.. as i was saying..despite the taxi driver's scare i cldn't care less..prob cos it hurts already..so my mum went on to tell him i seldom cry over such things..whahaha... COOL MUM!! oh well.. so i went in...everything happened at the snap of fingers.. the guy began doing some bone twisting thingy on my foot and then the lady came with some disgusting ..gross looking herbal mixture..and bandaged my foot...the i walk out..less then 5 min..mum was lookin at me with some amt of concern..but i looked as if nothing happend...haha...realli..it was kinda fast so doesn't hurt...
went back home then i called mr lum my care person ... he said tht the excuse letter written by the sin seh ain't recognise by TP . WTH !!!! [see mum i told u so !] so i have to go to my family doc to endorse an MC... guess wad ... the regular doc isn't in but instead some sissy guy!!!...he insist tht he'll check on my foot[and gave me tht suspicious look] wth....who want to waste money and bluff you to get MC....oh well so he insist i take his medcine..and prescribed some painkiller.... [gd stuff..or else i'll be limping to sch] and he went on telling me i better be careful or it might be athritis....-_-''
oh well...the MC was certainly a blessing in disguise cos i managed to get most of the freshies !!!save my com members from further prob...after class i went to band rm to clear scores... whew poor weiwen...


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Friday, June 10, 2005
mood: -_-''

hehe..yeah i knoe cos of my previous entry.. afew ppl got worried for me. oh well... i'm tht sort tht ..pents all my anguish[is tht how u spell],sadness,wadever and last min cannot take it then explode then nxt day i'm back on my feet.yeah...all thanks to my bestie..she usualli can help me cure this unexplainable crazy feeling i have whenever it appears.and thanks to her, she cured me tht day..so guys ... no worries...[although i am still feeling tired and all] lol..
oh well...the past few days i've been having quite a bit of nitelife.... cos mama and i found a new nite spot to chill....it's a this small lil homely cafe ..a lil further down from the crocodile farm..called"grapevine".. yeah they serve realli good food .. like cod fish and dory ...bakedrice..smoothie..fruit tea.flora tea and best of all mum's addicted to the fresh oysters they serve ....and then we went to fisherman village few days ago too...yupp.. love the atmosphere...love to chill and do nothing.. haha pure laziness i knoe..but whu doesn't
today i went for guitar ensemble agm. kinda irritated cos they dragged the time..from 5.30 to 6.30pm...then got home i was super tired...dunno somehow this few weeks damn busy esp with all the cca fair and all...sian...then tomorrow got Arts Induction camp...hai~..i jus pray for a gd nite sleep tht's all! ritey..i think i hear my pillow call !!
tht's all for now


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Thursday, June 02, 2005
Feelin...tired

the start of sch and everything...realli starting to wear me down.i've suddenly got loads of problems coming to me one by one. yea i knoe tht life isn't always smooth sailing But i am tired. try to look like normal but my brain nv stop thinking...sometimes a gd nite sleep ain't possible. guess i am realli tired. holiday dun even exist in my life for a long time. why cos i guess it's my responsibility as an older sibling to help out,to look out their work,to attend meet-the-parent-session,to go to work when i am needed after sch.my responsibility as a student to finish my tutorial,my proj....my responsibility as a band president to make decisions tht dun always pleases everyone,to smile even though i worry for the number of ppl attending prac..to call members to come for prac,to hold meetings... i think there are still loads of things i mus do to fulfil tht resposibility.but i am so tired..sometimes when i get up frm bed..i jus feel so drain..and i keep telling myself."the joy of the Lord is my strength". decisions are hard to make..ppl are hard to please...and i wish i can be like others who can do wad they like to do ...but i can't..i wish tht ppl cld jus understand..

i'm so tired.


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